Today i decided to write to my boyfriend. We have been dating since October 10th 2008 and it has been an amazing two years. We have been through a lot together. I mean i practically grew up with him beside me. When we started dating i was an 8th grader. He was a freshman. Lets just say freshman year of high school is a big change for everybody. That was deffinetly the most challenging times so far. But through everything he has been here. Thats why i wanted to write to him.
Dear David,
I want to start off my saying thank you for so many things i probably cant even type. Thank you for always saying i look pretty, even if i wear sweatpants. Thank you for never giving up on me even when we fight. Thank you for meeting my entire family and being on your best behavior. Thank you for never giving in or letting me win just because im a girl. There are so many other things you do right in this relationship i just cant write them all.
I want to talk about love. I know that im only 15 years old, and your almost 17 but i know that i love you more than anything in my life. I know if some people look at this, they will think i'm crazy. Love doesnt come until marriage, or until your 22 or whatever. But love came to me at 13 years old. Why? Dont ask me but i know it did. If you try to put an age on love we wouldnt have so many high school sweethearts or 80 year old brides. Love comes in the weirdest of times and in the weirdest of ways but just because your too young or too busy with work or whatever you dont turn it away. I accepted you without knowing it would turn into the relationship it has. Your my best friend, my boyfriend, and pretty much my other half. I expect the same for a very long time.
We have a lot of upcoming things that honestly scare me. Your going to be a senior in highschool next year and you will be making plans to leave this little town. You have big dreams of becoming an Xray Tech and i will never hold you back from that dream. But i will be here for a whole year by myself. College brings lots of temptations on freshman expecially i have heard. Drinking, girls, parties, everything. I do trust you with all of my heart but it just doesnt feel like high school should be almost over for you. I feel like you should still be a freshman dreaming of playing on our varsity football team like your brother, or struggling with classes you could now pass with ease. I know that you will love college and the classes will challege your perfectionist ways. But i hope you dont love it too much without me? Please.
This was more of just a journal entry than just a letter huh? Im sorry babe. I hope you got a little something out of this. XOXO (:
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